I don’t know what we are. I hate being in the in between stage. Are we allowed to see other people? Or are we just seeing each other? I really like him, and I think he really likes me, but bringing this up gets me a little anxious. I know I have to bring this up, no doubt about it. But what if i bring it up and it’s not the answer I want? Facing the music is apart of this whole thing, but I don’t know if I’m ready for that yet. There is a little part of me that is a little insecure. We are very opposite, and i know I’m different than other girls he’s been with. Sometimes I catch myself thinking “what if I’m not like those other girls, and he doesn’t like that?” My insecurities drive me crazy sometimes. But once I calm myself down, I start to think he has to like something in me. He wouldn’t be sticking around if he didn’t. ASDFGHJKL. My thoughts are just a little scrambled at the moment. I need to just breathe, and let things take their course.